God is real no matter how you feel. The deepest level of worship is praising God in spite of pain, thanking God during a trial, trusting him when tempted, surrendering while suffering and loving him when he seems distant. The most common mistake Christians make in worship today is seeking an experience rather than seeking God. They look for a feeling, and if it happens, they conclude that they have worshiped. Wrong! In fact, God often removes our feelings so we won't depend on them. Seeking a feeling, even the feeling of closeness to Christ, is not worship.
God's omnipresence and the manifestation of his presence are two different things. One is a fact; the other is of the en a feeling. God is always present, even when you are unaware of him, and his presence is too profound to be measured by mere emotion. Faith, not feelings, pleases God.
Tell God exactly how you feel. Pour out your heart to God. Unload every emotions that you're feeling. God can handle your doubt, anger, fear, grief, confusion, and questions.
Did you know that admitting your hopelessness to God can be a statement of faith? Trusting God but feeling despair at the same time.
Focus on who God is- his unchanging character. He is good, he loves me, he is with me he knows what I'm going trough, he cares and he has a good plan for my life.
"Never doubt in the dark what God told you in the light."
Trust God to keep his promises. Don't be troubled by trouble. Circumstances cannot change the character of God. God's grace is still in full force, he is still for you , even when you don't feel it.
When you feel abandoned by God yet continue to trust him in spite of your feelings, you worship him in the deepest way.
Jesus gave up everything so you could have everything. He died so you could live forever. That alone is worthy of your continual thanks and praise. Never again should you wonder what you have to be thankful for.
--"For God has said, 'I will never leave you, I will never abandon you." Hebrews13:5 (TEV)