Me the other half of the time: I am flawless do not touch me peasant.
My photos are somewhat odd and weird. Maybe, it all comes down with me bein' weird that's why my pics are also the same. Lol. I don't know what's with my way of thinking but I feel so exposed, naked even every time i'm gonna post a pic without a hearts or something in my face; it's always either hearts, or just a plain lines. Perhaps, my insecurities are always kickin' in. A legions of insecurities I must say. I'm just wondering, was I always this insecure? Will I forever be this unsure? Heaven knows I tried to stop feeling this way. My self esteem does get lower when I see a girl prettier than me because I know I'm not the prettiest, smartest, or most fun and exciting girl. I over think everything, analyzed every single thing anyone says and doubt myself. I'm not as confident or brave as I put on. I'm really shy and insecure about everything but hided behind those snark-y comments and blank looks. I know it's bad to compare myself to others because we all have our own unique traits and differences adding to that fact that God warns us over and over not to criticize, compare, or judge each other. The more insecure you are, the more you will want people to serve you, and the more you will need their approval. So I guess, I'll stop comparing myself with someone else. I can do it. I'm a mess and you do not have to understand mess to like it. :)