Honestly, I'm incredibly awkward and I know it most especially if I'm talking to a guy (but of course exception to the rule yung mga ka-close ko) so I really do appreciate this guy even though my words are in monosyllabic mode and smile lang ang sinasagot ko he always tries to open a topic. However, It's so awkwardddddddd and I hate it. I'm not comfortable in the ambiance. I'm not used to that kind of freakin' awkward scenario so I guess I look stupid while talking with him. What can I say? That's me. And seriously speaking, as much as possible I don't want him to fall in love with a weird girl like me because I cannot promise If I can give back anything to him.. I'm not the one for him and I don't know how to say the words I'm feeling towards him. Minsan kasi may mga feelings talaga na hindi kayang isalin sa salita makakasakit lang.
I find it corny every time I'm sharing my personal heed here in my site but oh well kaya ko nga ginawa to as a channel outside everything so yea I'll just free my thoughts and share my emotions here :---)
Honestly, I'm incredibly awkward and I know it most especially if I'm talking to a guy (but of course exception to the rule yung mga ka-close ko) so I really do appreciate this guy even though my words are in monosyllabic mode and smile lang ang sinasagot ko he always tries to open a topic. However, It's so awkwardddddddd and I hate it. I'm not comfortable in the ambiance. I'm not used to that kind of freakin' awkward scenario so I guess I look stupid while talking with him. What can I say? That's me. And seriously speaking, as much as possible I don't want him to fall in love with a weird girl like me because I cannot promise If I can give back anything to him.. I'm not the one for him and I don't know how to say the words I'm feeling towards him. Minsan kasi may mga feelings talaga na hindi kayang isalin sa salita makakasakit lang. I don't want to hurt him, I know how it feels to be broken so I don't want to risk his heart for someone like me. No please. I can't fathom to see anyone whose hurting because of me. It's not worth it. Arghh. What to do? :--( Comments are closed.
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