It was a clear night. Stars shining everywhere. What a perfect night to do star gazing. :)3/26/2013
After almost a week of being sick and fragile finally I'm still alive! Thank you God! Thank you! :)3/24/2013
Awhile ago, I saw the stuffs I've made for him so no choice nacurious ulit ako sa mga pinagsusulat ko dun haha soooo I started to scanned it again. I don't know why pero nateary eyed na naman ako... memory flood. I thought I really over him na pero I guess he's only the guy who left a really big mark. Siya yung guy na kahit anong mangyari laging may space dito --> <3. I freakin' missed the moments I had with him those silly little moments and small stupid conversations that really means a lot for me. I don't want to reminisce again but I can't help it. Really can't help it. Minsan kasi kahit sabihin mong suko ka na, naaalala mo yung mga oras na NAPASAYA ka niya kaya BUMABALIK ka sa pagiging tanga. </3 I realised that it's been 4 months na and honestly those past months was really terrible and awful for me. Thank God nakasurvive ako haha! Hooray for that akala ko kasi matatagalan pa e. Move on. Sounds easy. But I have died a thousand times in pain, just to appreciate this damn phrase. I have to admit that somehow I moved on na at hindi ako nagsisising minahal ko siya. Dahil sa kanya, naging mas matatag ako. Dahil sa kanya ang dami kong natutunan. If someday may chance ulit na magkausap kami then I'll be happy friend ko naman siya since the beginning e :) I miss him but the feelings are not the same anymore yet no matter what, I've always cared about him like I've always cared.. The whiz, jerk, somehow perv (XD), impatient, possessive, snobbish, and cold... but also the sweet, childish, stubborn, caring guy I've always known. :)
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