Their joint altar for the dead victims. May you all rest in peace. Supposed to be a graduation day. (c)
I'm not being modest. I'm actually the type to admit and accept the truth. I.m just being realistic.4/30/2014
Like I’m a puzzle that has edges instead of curves, and where it’s supposed to be a smooth cut, a set of spikes appear. Like a perfect fit that just can’t fit in. Do you know what this feels like? It feels like you’re defying yourself by thinking “I’m the only one who can fit in here because I’m the piece designed for this puzzle” but when I’m put into that place, I end up cutting the puzzle pieces around me, ultimately and undeniably messing up the whole puzzle. Like I don’t belong anywhere because I end up ruining the whole picture.
As the days and nights pass right by
I count the nights I just lay and cry My heart feel so cold throughout the days My mind feel so tangled with all the pains Is it alright to cry? Can I make tears as my medicine? My heart is so cold right now Even sunlight can't melt my loneliness Longings and cries are heard I'm sorry my love if I disappoint you The black clouds come and hide the crying sky Amid those timeworn, lonely echoes of goodbye As I watched the sky crying I presume that it's your tears You have no idea how much I cry It’s so hard out here without you Can they still find a cure for this? How I wish I could save you from cold If only I can stop you from suffering my love But it seems like heavens already disapproved How scary must it have been in the dark? How cold, tired and restless were you? I'm sorry my love I couldn't help you I'm sorry, before you even started to live, I'm sorry I still dream about the day that you’ll come home to me Nothing else is important why can’t people see? Worry no more my love, you will not sleep in the cold anymore But you sleep in the sky with stars shining bright and warm Some day we will be together in heaven up above. But for now, I send you all my love. Sometimes I feel trapped I don't know what to do For now I'll hope and pray for you to come around If ever you're coming back, just give a sign Leave a note as a bookmark of my book If ever you're coming back tell me exactly the time and place Just tell me 'i'm coming' and I'll wait for you towards the sea Kiss my pains and heart aches away Dry all my tears that I once cried Tell the world that you're coming back for me Let me know that everything is still worth the fight But I know you're in heaven now to be more good I know you won't call and I can't help my tears from falling But I need to set you free for the love of God will be with you And because I know you won't be coming back for me (Poem dedicated for the victims of ferry tragedy in South Korea.) |
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