Their joint altar for the dead victims. May you all rest in peace. Supposed to be a graduation day. (c)
I'm not being modest. I'm actually the type to admit and accept the truth. I.m just being realistic.
Like I’m a puzzle that has edges instead of curves, and where it’s supposed to be a smooth cut, a set of spikes appear. Like a perfect fit that just can’t fit in. Do you know what this feels like? It feels like you’re defying yourself by thinking “I’m the only one who can fit in here because I’m the piece designed for this puzzle” but when I’m put into that place, I end up cutting the puzzle pieces around me, ultimately and undeniably messing up the whole puzzle. Like I don’t belong anywhere because I end up ruining the whole picture.
As the days and nights pass right by
I count the nights I just lay and cry
My heart feel so cold throughout the days
My mind feel so tangled with all the pains
Is it alright to cry?
Can I make tears as my medicine?
My heart is so cold right now
Even sunlight can't melt my loneliness
Longings and cries are heard
I'm sorry my love if I disappoint you
The black clouds come and hide the crying sky
Amid those timeworn, lonely echoes of goodbye
As I watched the sky crying
I presume that it's your tears
You have no idea how much I cry
It’s so hard out here without you
Can they still find a cure for this?
How I wish I could save you from cold
If only I can stop you from suffering my love
But it seems like heavens already disapproved
How scary must it have been in the dark?
How cold, tired and restless were you?
I'm sorry my love I couldn't help you
I'm sorry, before you even started to live, I'm sorry
I still dream about the day that you’ll come home to me
Nothing else is important why can’t people see?
Worry no more my love, you will not sleep in the cold anymore
But you sleep in the sky with stars shining bright and warm
Some day we will be together in heaven up above.
But for now, I send you all my love.
Sometimes I feel trapped I don't know what to do
For now I'll hope and pray for you to come around
If ever you're coming back, just give a sign
Leave a note as a bookmark of my book
If ever you're coming back tell me exactly the time and place
Just tell me 'i'm coming' and I'll wait for you towards the sea
Kiss my pains and heart aches away
Dry all my tears that I once cried
Tell the world that you're coming back for me
Let me know that everything is still worth the fight
But I know you're in heaven now to be more good
I know you won't call and I can't help my tears from falling
But I need to set you free for the love of God will be with you
And because I know you won't be coming back for me
(Poem dedicated for the victims of ferry tragedy in South Korea.)