Maghanap ng mapagkakatiwalaan or TRUE FRIENDS.
Honestly, hindi mo kasi alam kung totoo ba yung pinapakita nilang ugali sa'yo. Yung ibang tao kasi kapag kaharap ka kasundo mo pero kapag naman nakatalikod ka na kung ano ano na mga pinagsasabi or should I say sasaksakin ka na sa likod. Kaya dapat hindi basta basta nagtitiwala alam na... nagkalat na ang mga plastic sa mundo. I wonder... magkakaroon pa ba ng chance na makikita ko yung name niya na magaapear sa screen ng phone ko? Sigh. My reaction everytime na magtetext siya? : "OMG I THINK I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK!" Hahaha anlandee sht. I miss how my phone beeps everytime I received a text message from him.. those messages na nagpapangiti sa'kin I don't care kung ano man yun even the word "Haha" nga lang e or the worst his favorite reaction "-.-" okay na sa'kin napapasaya niya na'ko e ngayon? May marereceive pa ba kong ganun? :( Every morning na gigising ako I will look at my phone then I will see his message then mapapangiti na lang ako even though kalokohan yung iba dun hahaha! :)) Every time na hindi agad ako nakakareply he will text me again saying "uii, heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, baby ko... or worst HOY!!" See? He's such a sweetie! *note the sarcasm* hahaha joke lang! :) Even the most stupid conversations napapasaya na nga niya ko e kahit we ran out of topic okay lang as long as he was the one that I'm texting with. I even made a notebook pa nga exclusively for his msgs hahaha! Amp! Secret lang yun e I'm so pathetic kasi nasabi ko tuloy dito. Chi. :|
I miss the days that I almost spend my time with him. I miss how my heart beats faster every time he'll say those three words. :( Hayayay this is sooo saddening..What I'm feeling right now...I feel so..alone. Literally dahil wala akong kasama ngayon plus the fact na wala din siya ngayon. Honestly right now, I keep looking at my phone everytime na nagbebeep siya how I wish It's my baby :( Is it possible? Could it be?... Am I hoping against hope? Ohh Papa God..help? :) Hope you can read minds baby so that you can know how much I really miss you. I love you pokerface! I'll be waiting. ^^ Everytime I look at the sky feeling ko ang gaan gaan ng pakiramdam, lahat ng worries, problems, rants, lahat lahat nawawala like now it seems na parang kami lang nila Stars, Moon ang nageexist sa earth how I wish laging ganun hahaha! Ang weird ko talaga XD I remembered that days umiiyak ako nun habang nakatingin sa kanila ang drama ko lang e moment kasi =) then suddenly may nakita akong wishing star omg! Haha how I love wishing stars kaya ayun napatigil ako sa kakaiyak =)) I treat them as my bestfriends na e sila nakakakita kung paano ako umiyak, malungkot, magsmile at maging masaya. Sa kanila ko nasasabi yung mga thoughts ko yup I even talked to them I'm such a weirdo I know :))
Dear Papa God thank you for the Stars and Moon, for always being there for me for making me happy. Hmm, Do I have to say more? Owell Thank you so much! Keep shining! :))) |
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