To be beyond the shadow of doubt is to be with certainty I can never have. I doubt, that’s the thing. I always doubt. When I don’t see the reason why or why it didn’t, I doubt. When I call all the Gods and Goddesses, worship all the saints and angels and still not get the little pieces of a hint and a sign I begged for and prayed over, I doubt. When everybody’s hurling pieces of bread at me but I get hit by rocks instead, I doubt. I doubt everything and everyone in this world. I doubt when all there is, is doubt. So tell me. Why did that have to happen? Why do I feel like this? And why, of all times and of all occasions and other reasons, why now? I doubt because what am I against all the hollows and penumbras in this world? Oh right, a human. I’ve completely forgotten that. Whilst there are no limits, I can only take so much. I’m a human after all. So leave me in my solitude.
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