Sad life is sad. Sometimes.. I really can't understand them.. but don't get me wrong I love them so much. So much that I'll always do whatever it takes for them to be proud of me, yet there comes this moment when you will realized the things that you want to do in your life and not for what they're saying for you to do so. I'll admit I'm not a perfect daughter but I'm good at least I think I am. All my life I'm always following them even though I don't want to do it just for the sake of being a good daughter I will but this time? I'm so..frustrated. I don't know. This is the only thing na hinihingi ko pero bakit hindi pa din nila ko mapagbigyan? :| I've got to make this life makes sense y'know. Minsan kasi hindi din naman maiiwasan na maiisip mo na bakit ang daming bawal? Bakit ganito? Bakit ganyan? Bakit ang strict nila? :\ I know they only want what's best for me that's why I'm so lucky to have them but I really can't get it, sometimes I think they become too overboard with that treatment.. I really love them but how about my own life? My own wants? My own decisions? I know I'm not really sure if positive ang magiging results nung hinihingi ko pero hindi ko malalaman ang sagot kung hindi ako magtatake risk right? Ahhhhh! Naguguluhan ako. What to do? Papa God, help? SOS! SOS! Mayday! Mayday! Uwaaaaaaa. Huhuhuhu. I don't know what will I do in my life seriously perhaps maybe perhaps God can save me. Just a chanceHaaaay sometimes I hate being a good person, I always get fucked over. :--(
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