"Commit to the LORD whatever you do and your plans will succeed."- Proverbs 16:3
Its ridiculous how so much of your future depends on how successful you are as a teenager. And because of that I'm terribly terribly afraid with a lot of things. I mean a fcking lot of things. Talk about my greatest fear? It's losing my parents without giving them the best. So as much as possible I want to fix up everything yet I don't have a courage to do that or I'm just being pessimist? I procrastinate so much I'll probably put off death and never die. Honestly, my time is almost running out. :--( It seems like I lost track in time. I don't know if I do it intentionally or not but I'm so confused. Confused of what I'm going to do. What decision I will made. What path I will take. Sometimes to get something you've never had you have to do something you've never done. I'm still waiting for a sign Papa God. I really don't know what to do :(( I smile and act like nothing is wrong, its called putting shit aside and being strong.. Looking okay but deep inside I'm lost in time. They say, when life changes to be harder change yourself to be stronger because sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Life can be unfair sometimes, but that's no reason to give up on it. Sigh. I just want everything to be okay... and I'm hoping that sooner rather than later It will. I TRUST PAPA GOD. He will never put me through anything I can't handle. He will strengthen me/ Maybe I will stay positive because good things will happen. Good vibessss all the waaaaaaaaaaay. :)))
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